*Sigh*

I absolutely hate doing this to myself... I've tried REALLY hard to keep my head up & stay looking to the bright side... but every now and again my mind gets the best of me. I think about things I shouldn't and the more I try to tell myself not to, and that it isn't good for me, the deeper I look into that shitty situation in my head. I want to be happy, I want to live a good life, free of drama & Bull Shit, but Sometimes the stupid opinions & bull shit criticism of others really clouds my vision of the "bright side". I recently read a letter from a very close friend of mine to someone who had a quite terrible outlook on life, and it really helps me keep my cool. Because there are SOME F***** UP things I REALLY want to say to SOME F***** UP people that really deserve a good mouthful... But I think about what can happen from that, and I choose the "adult" way out and go with the flow, trying to look past THEIR childish ways... UGH... can we say, bad day...